Before Writing: On My Fear of Being Wrong
From perfectionism to treating this space as a idea ground
I’ve had plenty of ideas, but I often kept them in my head—afraid of saying it wrong or writing it wrong. Starting today, I’m trying something different.
Why the fear feels so powerful
Old scars from memory
As a kid, a wrong answer drew criticism; as an adult, an immature idea could invite cold stares or even ridicule. Those memories are like hidden reefs—I hit the brakes before I publish.The pursuit of “perfect”
We’re rewarded for 100/100 work—the kind that edges toward burnout. Over time, “if it isn’t perfect, it doesn’t deserve daylight” became an internal rule, and half-baked thoughts stayed buried.Protecting a polished image
To keep looking “impressive,” I’d rather not raise my hand than risk being wrong. Eventually, that stance became an invisible wall—and I’m the one stuck behind it.
The step I’m taking
From here on, I’ll share my research and thinking regularly—the sparks from everyday life, the things I’m exploring, and the moments that move me.
It won’t be perfect; I will make mistakes. But this space is my practice ground, where I learn to embrace the imperfect version of myself.
Writing is a journey—and a small act of self-discovery.
What you can expect
Ongoing research notes and long-form thinking (semiconductors / AI / investing / learning)
Actionable frameworks, checklists, and visuals
The messy path—false starts and course-corrections—not just end states
An invitation
If you’ve been stuck by the fear of being wrong, treat this place as our shared practice ground.
Tell me in the comments: what’s one thing you want to start but keep postponing?
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